One Day

One day

I wont feel this constant worry

I will learn to trust because you will have earned it

One day

I wont kick myself for believing everything has changed

I will learn to expect the worse and hope for the best

I will except your choices and not wish for anything different

One day

I will love myself enough to not need you

I will grow up to match my age

and I will no longer have to pretend

But until that day comes

I will continue to worry and

wait for the day you stop lying

I will continue to be hurt everytime

I’m blindsided by your choices

And I will continue to love you unconditionaly

Until that day comes when i’ve finally had enough

It may not be fair

and i may ask too much

but i’ve had enough hurt

to last me 10 life times